Tuesday, January 13, 2009
It's 3.24am now and the Olevel results were released two days ago.
The school did pretty well in some areas but just a slight deprovement in others.
Ok, so how do I feel about my results? happy, sad? Well, I would say both. I was exceptionally over the moon when my name was flashed on the screen. Yes, I was a little shocked that Mrs Sherri repeated my name twice. So as I was making my way up on stage, I had this mindset that I would reach my targetted points. Unfortunately, I was wrong.
I was four points more than my target score and got exactly the same score for my prelims. I stared at the slip and well, there goes my dream jc. My friend, Andrea got exceptionally worried when her name wasn't even called for the top students and you know what? she got the same score as me.
She started weeping as she was calling her mum to inform her that she didn't manage to get a one for amaths. Alright, what i'm trying to say is that different people have different expectations for themselves.
I tried to console myself that I did improve especially for my english. Yes, I was glad that I got way better than a pass but after some time, my results reminded me of not hitting my target again. I could see that everyone whom I informed my results to were happy for me. Well, that makes me feel abit more comfortable.
I visited the tj open house today even though I was unable to qualify for it. At least I got this opportunity to step into this jc once in my entire life.
Oh well, it took me almost three hours to decide on my twelve choices but sad to say, I'm only at the 9th. 3 hours for 9 choices! It was killing me. I had to really make sure I know what Im doing this time. Off to bed and I shall complete the other four choices tomorrow.
I'll see .. 10:55 AM